Still no motivation... & very little time...

Still major lack of motivation & playing very little. Time has been taken up by lots of stress & lots of work at my part-time job. Had hopes of putting in 2 solid weekdays of MTT play each week... maybe even some MTT-SNG grinding for a half-dozen hours. No such thing. I'm rarely even playing the priv. MTT's now these days. Started a SKYPE MTT Group. Called > 'FreeTrollers'. Discovered that 'screen-sharing' is possible on Skype without paying for the extra deal... cuz it works in 'Group' calls. BONUS!!! Great for coaching/reviewing/railing. So far, two guys in the group > MasterOfDisaster (netherlands) & Daniel72ko (germany), both seem like real good guys & both are solid players. Should be good! Will ask a few more guys here in the future but don't want to get a big group at all. Had plans of playing a couple dozen tourneys today (Friday), starting at 11am. Then plan changed > 12noon. Plans change again (lol).. 'maybe I get home in time to play the CC game starting at 2pm?' I'm late for game (35mins.) but managed a 4th. Then reg'd for the BlueLizard on Intertops & took 2nd in that one (but only 9 entrants in it today). Minimal cashes but was good to at least score in something (keep the bankroll alive). Also, the Bluelizard game today was my 199th cash in priv. tourneys in 2012. I'll have to final table a Sunday Major if I'm going to ever reach my 2012 goals now, lol. There's still a few months to go... but am thinking things are going to be getting REAL BUSY around here soon as my partner will be returning home pretty soon & then I'm going to have a 2yr.old grandaughter running around here ALOT! (it'll be good though!). Maybe I make a concession/compromise with them & set it up so that I plan to play ever Wednesday & every Tuesday during the day? (& Sundays too of course). That should work out okay I'd think. Hoping to play some decent tourneys this weekend! I'm going to try to satty into the iPoker $150K guar. ($215buyin) & maybe the Bodog$100k too ($165buyin). Have a few other good games happening this weekend too (OFC WPT games we won & UNIPOKER on club7poker along with some tourney tickets on there including a $60 buyin I'll be playing probably on Sunday... but maybe put that one in on Saturday? we'll see.. ). Going to try to mentally prepare myself > get adequate food, rest, sleep.. get in great headspace... then take something big down!! It would be nice & long overdue (overdue? what do I mean? I don't even play anymore, lol). Planning on some withdrawls starting Oct. now too. Figure to take out $800/mth. & then sustain that amount to withdrawl as a goal every single month. I can sustain that right now & have workable bankroll for the next 3mos., even if on downswing (if plan is to keep minimum of $2k online for bankroll.) Also time to move some money around > put on sites I will play on.. take off sites I don't play on much anymore. Other stuff > purchase 'HEM' or SuperHUD2 and get going with it! Use up DTB membership maybe in Dec. Consider joining Tournament Poker Edge for Christmas. Plan to play the BCPC in Vancouver in Spring of 2013 because chances of me getting to play in WSOP in Van. end of October is now slim & near next to no chance (Have $600 phone bills to pay off, along with Power bills, vehicle repairs, dog getting neutered & shots, need new furniture for apt., new computer & monitor(?), $150 cage for Yogi, $100 mulit-level cat perch for Bear, clothes for girlfriend, maybe a 'ring'(?). Yah.. I need around $7k