A slow month.

A slow month but am finally healtby again. Way behind in my work schedule (but TONS done there too), with a few more reno's on the go (including my own place FINALLY!!!). Wife's stepdad had serious heart attack last week & is still in I.C.U. Time home alone but still no time to grind away at the pokerzz (seems like I will never get the time? ... maybe that's a good thing? maybe I'm not even cut out for it? LOL... meh, it was nice to dream!). A shitty week in MTT's last week. Played in a few iPOPS tourneys, some bigger satties to the HighBuyin iPOPS and wiffed them all (one particularly shitty one was, 71 players left, 50 get $215 ticket, MP raises... I ship it in SB with AA.... get called by JJ.. flop Q-J-4 fcuk me!). Another one, had a great stack and then was busto in less than 5mins., losing TT < A5o, JJ < 66 (both aipf) then finally with KK I open-shove 13bb from utg.. got two others in, QQ, & JJ. Flop Q-Q-4, then 'K' turn ha ha ha. THAT SUCKED! Wiffed the Pokerfest & MiniFTOPS games too. Played well although there were actually a couple of hands I saved for review from the MiniFTOPS where perhaps I could've/should've played them differently (idk though... prob played them just fine... ie. OESD & FD.. wiffing, and another simliar to that.. pr & OESD). Been considering doing something different with online poker after having such a shitty past couple weeks. (in the last week, only a few min. cashes in MTT's and only other scores were from goofy freerolls (ie. last four priv. tourney cashes were all CC Freerolls, lol CC Lock 2nd place for $100, CC BCP 2nd for $16.50, 7th CC Bodog, 6th CC Carbon ($130 total). A few cashes earlier in the month, total of 1x 1st, 4x 2nd & 1x 3rd for $542.75 on the month. Not going to hit any $10k this year! (maybe $5k). So.... I've decided to hit up the 27man reg. speed SNG's. I might actually set myself up a challenge thread for it on CC (ie. something like $200 to $2k in 2months). If I could get in 4 days of playing recreationally for 5hrs. each day (20hrs./wk.) I know I could do it. Maybe I should just do it? I'm not actually sure if I can even committ anywhere near that amount of time though as I'm way too busy with 'life' (trip coming up to Alberta in May, father-in-law real sick and might be moving them here... that'll be a big job for sure!.. but I hope they take us up on the offer.). I can't start it on May1st (but I suppose it doesn't have to start at the beginning of the month either). Thing is, I'm playing a handful of them now but I guess I can just withdrawal my roll back down to $200 (& if I want to play a run of MTT's I can just deposit for the amount of buyins & WD any profit right after). Hmm.. also wouldn't mind waiting til' I'm running on new computer too (also been delayed due to expenses of all these trips). My current setup just can't handle it & know if I start running PT4 at same time it's going to be a big clusterfuck for sure. Meh... I can do it without it for now & still hit the $2k in 2mos. Yuup... I think it's going to be $200 to $2k in 2mos. (starting in 2 weeks, lol).

STILL SICK!!! (& running worse, lol)

Been sick with pnuemonia for over a month now. Just can't shake it. No motivation to play much poker but still playin' a few private games... but not feelin' it at all. On top of it >> running like total shit LOL. Cashed in only one today... only 3rd cash this month! Got HU with big chiplead on Carbon, then with chips allin buddy hits 2-outer on the river for the win! LOL. Better than nothing.

Binked another Bodog $100k ticket in CC game!

Played a bunch of tourneys this morning.... ran like shit! TONS of fish on the tables! Went out 20off bubble in a couple, ie. PartyPoker $6rebuy, iPoker $10-$5000GP. Gave up! Ran fever again! Asleep on couch. 30mins. after Cardschat Bodog game started I decided to sit in.. thinking I'd just shove it in with junk & go back to sleep. Ended up taking it down! (total goof on table (in chat) helped to motivate me to go on for the win, LOL). Ticket will be nice! Going to use it up this Sunday!