Another Sunday, might as well be last week, lol

Just read over part of last week's blog post & this Sunday is pretty much a repeat. Got up real early here today - - ready to go by 7:30am. Considered playing a schedule of tourneys I'm usually asleep for but then once again felt like crap (physically) & just not motivated at all. Kept myself reg'd. for a few private games, & ended up getting a 3rd & 4th in the CC games. With the time it took, I should've probably played some other stuff at the same time (was on the puter anyways). Just not feelin' the motivation at all these days. I go outside with the dog, take a walk.. 'beautiful day'... looking at the computer screen looks like punishment. Could care less if I stack someone off in a tourney or make a great read, etc. Maybe the spark will come back sometime soon. Been thinkin' about doin' a massive grind but doubt that's the answer, LoL. Maybe just not play at all? or play some mixed games for awhile??